Monday, February 18, 2008

Depreflacation

Let's deprecate me a bit here. I want to understand how people characterize me to themselves (an unknowable proposition), but maybe I can say what they are thinking and have them just say no when it's wrong.. (ramble ramble)

I think I strike a particularly charming and ultimately disappointing figure. I want to blame this on my inner manic depressive where I successively try to build and try to tear down what I just built to find the authenticity underneath. But that's giving me waaaaay too much credit. More probably it has to do with expectations others place on me. I would project that those expectations are formed based on present projections of inner states. (ramble ramble ramble)

(What I'm really trying to get at is) Have you ever met someone you liked all the time?

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