My key?

So I've missed my past two aikido practices. I was tired on Wednesday and I was sick on Sunday. Both reasons should have been valid, but I don't accept them.

I want very much to have a hobby/skill/art/craft activities that I can be good at that I practice, but the ones I try don't suit my personality. The people at aikido are very.. good. They are kind, giving people. But they are a tad dull. The dance classes I've been to have had a bit more joy, but again, dull! Magic players are less dull, but less good and much less joyful. Socrates Cafe people are often good and joyful and clever, but I don't connect with them personally.

Hrmph.